January 20, 2010

Dearest Emilio,

I hope that today is going better for you. My day has been pretty relaxed, like usual. I went to the chiro, but that was pretty much it. Not doing anything is kinda driving me nuts! Hopefully it won't last for too much longer. Tonights plan is to clean my house, in order to get money for tomorrow + friday night. Having a life is costly, especially when you have zero income coming in. I have some money left but I am saving that for when I go down to Everett next month-ish. I'm pretty stoked about that :). Going to go stay with my friend Tonnah, she's going to be my tour guide of sorts around Seattle :P. She's actually coming up here in about 3 weeks & I am going to show her around downtown & stuff :) Anyway, love you. Always remember: Don't let the bitches get you down <3

January 19, 2010 (Tuesday) - Lethargic

Dearest Emilio,

I'm sorry to hear that your day has gone to shit. That really blows. *sigh* You know how I feel about the situation. You know that you deserve better than this. He's STILL texting that girl, that is ridiculous & seriously douchey. He deserves to be...agh, I just really hate that he does this to you & he gets away with it. Hunny, I don't want you to be upset. I don't want you to have good days ruined by bullshit like this. You are a fantastic person & you deserve to be treated like a princess. I am always here for you, you know that. I want you to be happy & sure, sometimes you are but do the good times overpower the bad? I don't really know what to say Em, we seem to have the same conversation every time something like this happens. He doesn't deserve you, bottom line. If he wants to text other girls, why is he with you? IT IS NOT FAIR! I know that you love him but love shouldn't be like this. *sigh*

I had a crappy asshat kinda day. Cramps = biotch. I spent the majority of the day in bed, I even slept for a while. Lethargic. Now it's almost 8 & I probably won't sleep at all tonight. I am kinda in a 'Blah' mood lately. I seriously hate not working & doing practically nothing. My back/butt/leg has definitely improved but not enough. Frustrating. I feel like i'm waiting for my life to start but i'm stuck.

Love Julio

January 17, 2010

Dearest Emilio,

This is the best idea that I have heard all day. Far easier than the snail mail, although I am very fond of that. In fact, I will probably write you again soon. I have spent the last 3 days (not continuously) watching Veronica Mars. This show is addicting! Now, all I have to do is get my hands on the third season. I am sad that it didn't survive past 3 seasons. Anyway, how are things? I am doing alright, my leg has improved somewhat. I have another appointment tomorrow. Also on the agenda for tomorrow is the passport office. I am going to get that sent off and thennnnnnn I am going to TRAVEL THE WORLD! Well, eventually of course. Until next time. <3 Julio